橡皮之神囧ING

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let me see, wow, it's 22 minutes pass twelve in the morning of the national day . Should I stand up and cheer up for a second or two on this "whole wild special" day? Hell no.

Thing 1: Chris is in bed for 2 hrs, I think. Even though he told me that he would not use this self-embarrasing English name for the rest of his life, I still consider it a cute name.  And btw, we've been in two "this or that" arguements about our relationship this month, both were on the edge of ending up sadly and which were exactly the thing we were both afraid of. Like Chris said at the right beginning of this long journey, we should both never ever give up the belief we dig in our souls and the thoughts we seperately set up by our own. I used to think that I'm one of the best who can think as we are the others until I met a guy who can do even better than I did. However, I'm still worried about the side effects caused by the long-time self-constraint or some other decisions or behaviors related with it. I hope I won't make you mad when I have to do something alone or spend some time all on my own. I know it sounds selfish but which is definitely not what I mean to be. I also know it should not just be a single player game and I have no excuses to let myself out of whatever things you want me to be in. We just always like the way of being stubborn and we've gotten too used to it.

But at least we both hate waiting for sth prepared for a long time, which is quite a self-comfort.

Thing 2: the newest and the last 87's Aries colleague in that small shit hole suddenly threw me the news of her marriage, which totally made me speechless, though of course in a happy way. Happy for her new life. And, where the hell am I?

Thing 3: Acer's laptop is a beauty with a poor body. Easy to get a fever. Think twice before you wanna buy one.

Thing 4: I really need to lose some weight now. I've asked for a whole month's holiday for the paper work. I can be skinner when I go back.